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I feel terrible. gloomy. Today's really the worst day of my life. Indoor test just flopped. Waited on hot bricks b4 indoor and went blank totally inside.
"Go into reality. Don't hide in denial."
Your words really made an impact for me today.
It knocked me out of who I was this morning.
My target is to get at least a merit.
It's tough.
Magic do not exist here.
"Practise makes permenance, not perfection."
Every full band rehearsal, I tried my very best to blow loud and blast at times. Many a times I think he thinks that I'm not trying hard like others. I don't think he even realises that I actually put in effort.
Just let me get into SYF. That's my only wish.
Tmr will be better:)
Jiayou.