This few weeks have been really a disaster for me. Yea, I thought that this week would be less stress without so many test. But I have been troubled by some things. arg. It's nawt a nice feeling ya know.
Firstly to be stuck in b/w band camp and bsp camp. If I go for bsp, I can't perform for band concert, which is partly equaled to not belonging in that cca at all. So I have 2 options to choose and its either this or that. Obviuosly, it has to be this.
Secondly, to be stuck in b/w band and interclass. If I go for interclass, who knows what'll happen to me when I go to band. o.o
Don't get me wrong for blaming on the cca. I'm not. But the dates for each activity I wanna go clashes like hard shit that I can't even break it open. And being stuck b/w 2 options for 2 different things are not the thing you wld wanna experience. It's so shitty that the hard decisions are always there for me to make while I see others happily going past it. Sometimes I see ppl getting what they want and they really get it. Unfair but life's like that.